I carry a lot of guilt from the accident. Even the category on here makes me feel guilty. "My accident". It wasn't just my accident after all, was it? It was Martin and my accident. The feelings of guilt do not go away. They do not reduce. The therapy for the PTSD reduces the flashbacks, … Continue reading Blog 10 – Guilt
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Blog 6 – Rehab is a busy time
Recovering from a massive smash like mine is nothing to do with rest and relaxation. It sets out to be bloody hard work. I got a gutter frame as I still couldn't bear any weight on my right wrist. The plaster had been removed and I was just splinted now, but terrified of using my … Continue reading Blog 6 – Rehab is a busy time
My last thoughts for Vee VTR
I wrote this short piece for Martin the day before his funeral. I've been thinking about it this week and decided to put it on here. I was thinking of amending it, but this is what I managed at the time. I cried as I wrote it. I didn't think about what I was writing. … Continue reading My last thoughts for Vee VTR
Lies, damn lies, and statistics
This blog post actually has nothing to do with lies; it is to do with statistics. I could get quite obsessive about statistics. I like statistics. I don't really like maths, but I like statistics. I like to know, statistically, what the probability of things are. And I'll seek out the statistics, and get a … Continue reading Lies, damn lies, and statistics
First post
First post on a blog is always rubbish, cos you go "hi, this is my blog" and that's pretty much it....... So I chose my theme, because the description said something about taking your readers into a strange and wonderful world. I thought that was quite appropriate for me......Or maybe appropriate for what I think … Continue reading First post